My life has imploded.
I had these images in my mind of what my life would be like in 5, 10, 15 years. Now, none of them will happen. I'm single for the first time in almost six years. My heart is completely crushed. I don't even know how I'm standing right now. I don't know how I'm not in pieces strewn across the room.
I'm still here, I'm still in one piece, and I'm still breathing. Unfortunately, that's about all I can say about myself. But I am still alive and I'm going to try to get myself okay again. First step, trying to do what I love. Create.